Saturday, August 27, 2011

i told ya... I'LL BE BACK! ;)

well... *ahem*
it's been too long that i've ever updated this blog.
and i doubt they are even people checking this blog out at all :(
but those who actually do.. HI! :B
recently i have been just too busy to update because of school!
okay. fine. i was LAZY!
today i don't feel like doing anything
i just want to lay in my bed

haha. sorry la. not my fault :( all humans can be lazy alright?!
let's see...

I am now psyched about the Korean Music Wave concert on 24 September!!!! :OOO
homaigawd! my husband is gonna perform here in MALAYSIA!
i think imma faint....

okay...
the holidays are here :)
going back to sibu :DD
woopeedoo :) i can then see my cousins :DDD
i still do feel bad about not being here taking part for the school drama thing :(
SORRY NICHOLAS! :(

soo...
was pretty sick last sick :(
had a terrible cough *still having it*
FOOD POISONING!
had to go to the toilet often DDD:
missed out two days of school :(
and had a geo coursework due on one of those days
luckily my groupmates did a great job :)
we had to do the history movie the following day D:
but good thing i put ivan in charge and he helped did the first quarter of the movie with the others :)
patience is the best thing i've ever had :)

now before i go...
I MISS HABIBI! :(

GIE MEI, don't let it bother you and MOVE ON!
remember THIRD TIME's A CHARM! ;D

see ya muchachas ;)

Saturday, June 4, 2011

there are 2different tears :) :(

having a really boring time now.
all im doing now is tumblr-ing like a boss, watching tv and listening to k-pop radio :)
and still feel bored.
haizzzz.
oh, and also blogging :P
multi tasking as always.
the whole week had been really hot, i mean seriously hot! it must have been i dunno 100 degreees :O
staying at home ain't boring as now.
i occupy myself using my IPAD and watching nickelodean. xD
im not too old for cartoons :P
have also been doing sit-ups and eat fruits.
sooo fucking healthy!
hopefully will be slim after the holidays :/
had been thinking of ahem once again :(
when i should have been "don't think too much, it's simple!"
oh, FML!
just realised was listening to heartbreaker when thinking about him was written :O
damn weird in a bad but cool way.
aiish...
feeling frustrated right now because of ahem.
had been reading fan fics yesterday :)
three in one day :O
two were completed but one was to be continued.
fan fics about big bang are nice :B
lol.
i wanna go out for movies :(
with my friends :(
whyyy?
i wish i had transport. D:
well, will be tumblr-ing now...
buh-byeee :)

Thursday, June 2, 2011

I'm so stupid so stupid in love :(

i completely hate myself for liking you so much.
i can't get enough of you y'know?
it's so hard to avoid you.
oh, please help meee D:

i wish you'd be really there for me.
not just a fiction in my life....
having not to see you everyday is torture to me :(

why am i so stupid ?
i just had to fall for the trap of crushing on you.
and slowly changes into something more :(

every time i think of you. everyday...
i'd cry all the time.
that mostly happens at night.
it always cause me for having dark circles.

the smile I make the next day.
has always been a lie because of you.
all I wanted was just to see you everyday wearing that beautiful smile :)
but that had never come true yet.

Monday, May 30, 2011

all i want is to mess around :)

damnnn.
i'd have to be alone for threee days starting wednesday :(
my grandma gonna go to kuching *metioned*
well, will be watching korean dramas :)
muahahahhahhaah.
decided not to stay in singapore.
will be alone taking care of my cousin :O
not going out shopping instead D:
that's why coming back was the best choice yet :D
im awesome that way yo.
checking out big bang merch.
might want to buy something :B
owh and will be pasting more posters on my bedroom wall :D
so far have 3 on it 2 more to be paste on :D
i love to wake up in the morning looking at TOP's face xD
well, gotta go sleep for now.

Friday, May 27, 2011

yo listen up :)

heyyo :)
the hobo is now in singapore! the shopping paradise xDD
but... i can't go shopping on the weekdays :O
sad ritee? damn SAD >:(
all i'll be doing is help out my aunt and hang out with my cousin...
that'll be okayy then.
grandma is going to kuching for her sis got cancer D':
so, my mom dumped me here in singapore. haizzz.
it's okayy. hopefully, i won't regret it :/
now am addicted to 0330 - u-kiss <3
will be going online for practically everydayy :O
watching tv. eat. sleep. go online. help aunt do chores. bully my cousin.
that'll be all what im gonna do...
well, see ya. hobo out O.o

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

im captain N-sparrow ;D

wassup?
the hobo is the house and laughed like mad when reading gie mei's blog about events day :)
had dinner just now.
so the yummay :p
recently listening to 나만 이런거야? - block b :D
events day was awesome :)
had lots of fun with mah friends, gie mei, carmen, tang ling, tze wei, ashley and habibi :)
we had treasure hunt :O
i was in group 1 with tze wei and the form 2s and with my neighbour's mom and with someone's mom and some little girl. :p
kinda too much info, huh?
xD
me, habibi, tang ling, tze wei and ash played in a pond :)
since we didn't want to ride on the horses. oh did i mention there was a horse ranch :O
COOL, riteee?
i sayang the horse :D
haha.
oh, and the treasure hunt thingy... our group didn't win :(
group 5 and 6 did :/
they won angry bird plushies and rm50 chillis voucher :O
what the fudge?
damn lucky lah them.

well, now i can't stop thinking about that M guy.... D:
damn AAARGGHH!
i hate him for making me like him :(
there are so many other hot guys and i just had to focus on him only D:
fudge you.
now am really wanting to sing Turn Around - Zico & Kyung (block b)
to that bastard. fine fine he's not a bastard, he's the most attractive person to my eyes... haizzz.
wish i never was that observant to have seen you. :(

Friday, May 20, 2011

do wanna b ;)

someone else has caught my eyes besides bigbang recently.
they're music have been playing in my mind over and over again :)
all of them in this group are not easy to choose as a bias.
they make me smile when they have interviews.
their music is awesome.
but somehow they can't number one on my list because of BIGBANG :p
so let me introduce to you to.....
the sexayy,
awesome,
hawt and
lovely
hiup hop boy k-pop group......
.....
.....
........
.........


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
aren't they awesome? :DDDDD
you should listen to their song :)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

is it just me?

i don't know why.
why do i always doubt about things in life?
i don't ever tell people what im upset about because i know they won't help me.
no one can..
it hurts to know that.
that's why i never tell others about my inner thoughts.
they will be no one to help me.
i know there won't be any help from even the ones i trust.
i doubt for not trusting people as much as i should.
i can't.
i wish i could have what i intentionally wanted.
to be someone that i know i can be.
but it's just that im too scared to show it.
i doubt too much.
i keep waiting too long.
but no one is there to help me.
i wish i wasn't in this kind of situation.
i wish i had already have what i wanted.
can i really have that if i don't doubt?

Sunday, May 15, 2011

happy ice cream cakeee to mee :p

damnn..
today such an awesome day :)
pyramid with ashley.
had pizza cone *delicious ^^
baskin robbins chocolate chip. yummy
watched green shoelace :)
went to try out archery and bowling. *first time :O
saw habibi singing with other bunch of kids singing on stage :D
waved like crazy and calling out "habibi habibi look at us!"
met up with her in the end :/
met novin unexpectedly :)
ate in popeyes :p
got cool stuff from ashley.
went to play some games in the arcade :D
walked around the whole place just talking :)
went shopping for snacks for tomorrow in school :)
had starbucks in the end :)

had korean bbq for dinner and listened to kpop in the restaurant :)
2ne1 was playing :DDD
ice cream cake for desert ;)
wanted to take a pic but phone no batt.
no worries will upload it from mom's phone :)
but not tonight, i guess...
best birthday of my teenage birthdays :)
I'd like to thank ash for celebrating my birthday with me :)
THANK YOU ASHLEY YEEE <3
you're awesome :)

wassup wassup wassup wassup :D

IT's MY BERFDAY!
:DDDD
my mom was the last to wish me :(
it's okayy.
I'll have to go now :D

Saturday, May 14, 2011

im so lonely.

repeating the same song over and over again.
baby, im so lonely.
it practically explained how much i feel now.
it reminds me of you :(
let's not care about you now.
it's time to say...
IM TURNING 15 TOMORROW!!!
:DDD
WOOOHOOOO!
:D
Yea Mann.
i am awesome :P
random now.
tomorrow gonna go pyramid with ashley and tang ling tomorrow.
and hopefully some more people will be going :)
we might be going to red box :D
i've never been there yet.
i might tomorrow :)
can't wait :DDD

Sunday, May 8, 2011

it's just a feeling :)

well, i gotta say,
it is nice to have to do shopping with my family sometimes because...
so many cute guys in pyramid today.
mostly college boys :P
hehe.
ayy, you can't blame me! im a teenage girl that can't control herself.
hahahha.
todays MOTHERS' DAY!
happy mothers' day to my mommy and grandma!
and whoever reads my blog, happy mothers' day to your moms :)
had a good dinner in pizza vs satay.
a cute guy kept looking at me :P
heheh.
im serious! no kidding.
soo cute and older...
am recently addicted to block b's songs :D
they're hot especially the rappers *drooling*
crapp. realised that im talking about guys...
hehe.
i must be crazy!
haizz. nevermind...
=.=
im such a typical teenage girl who checks out hot guys.
lol.
im really weird.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

everyday im sh-shuffling

went to sher maine's hse today.
was damn shocked.
BIG HOUSE :O
hahhaha.
had a good time there doing our bio coursework :)
we were mostly talking than working :P
but at least we've done. most of it.
i was the earliest to get there.
feeling real bored now and confused.
my mind's playing games with me.
i hate it.
tomorrow's the day when my granddad is coming!
noooooooooooooooo.
ok lah. shouldn't be selfish.
but he drives me crazy whenever it comes to scolding my grandma :(
aiish. will he someday stop??
i hope so :/
well, got to be sleeping by now...
but not wanting to :(

Friday, May 6, 2011

baby please don't go :)

pheew.
thank god physics is to be presented on monday instead.
the bad thing is what are we supposed to do about the the presentation part :O
it's okayy.
will find our way.
busy watching music bank now.
and remembered sathya has my cap :(
now i miss it so much...
hope monday he'll give it back.
tomorrow going to shermaine's hse.
biology coursework...
haizz.
COURSEWORK! why you come to give me stress??
checking out sweet moves by jay park now :)
his debut music bank now.
beau-ti-ful moves baby.
well, am gonna go now. :/

Thursday, May 5, 2011

baby you're my superstar and im your biggest fan ;)

how lovely?
blur as for now i am.
i sound like that star wars alien guy... yoda, is it?
haha.
im willing to be a yg trainee.
but i still got no confidence in sending a video of me singing.
embarrassed to be exact.
i hope someday i can really live my dreams.
i wish that day will happen.
the day i show those bastards im capable of being who i wanna be.
i want someone to help me in pursuing my dream.
please someone please :(

ay follow me :)

well...
tomorrow is gonna be like shit!
PHYSICS COURSEWORK!
wae? why? kenapa? Wèi shé me?
we're gonna be dead!
oh, btw my berfday is in 10 days! :D
lol.
but seriously, someone save us now.
physics?!
it just had to be tomorrow.
the deadline i mean.
ohgawd kill me.
i don't mean it.
can't wait till my birthday.
but i can wait real long for tomorrow to come :/
i don't wanna get punishment :(

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

im so sorry but i love you :(

im glad i got to tell someone about how i feel about ahem.
someone who had a similar situation before.
i really wanna just stop about ahem.
never want him to be in my mind ever again.
but why is it so hard?
can't it ever stop? the way i feel about ahem.
is it really necessary for him to exist in my life?
i wish i had never seen him before.
but there would be no one else as "perfect" as him.
he's sooo...
handsome....
aiiish.
someday i'll stop. i know i will.
i'll find someone wayy better than him.
someone that i actually talk to.
someone who can care and love me and never cheat on me.
not someone who might not know i exist.
not someone who i've not talk to at all.
yes! i'll find that guy.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

how could you be soo? :(

yesterday my patience almost broke.
was about to break down into tears.
i guess im over-sensetive again :/
i wish i can be a stronger person.
i'll try my best to be stronger.
i dun wanna break down into tears, be pissed off and get angry soo easily again.
but it's just too hard to control.
why? why can't i be someone that can be strong?
i don't want that to happen on my birthday again like last year.
my granddad ruined it.
i don't want him to ruin it again this year :(
can't i have pleasant birthday this year?
is it too much to ask?
i hope this year will be better.
nothing bad like my 13th and 14th birthday.
i hope it won't be ruined by anyone and myself.
well, won't be doing much for my birthday this year but go to pyramid. i guess.
no where special to go, eat, hang out and have fun.

baby you and i :)

how lovely is today ?
until now... it's raining again :(
at least, today was just so fine.
bought new earphones :)
6! 6 new T-SHIRTS! :D
NEW ONES!
wooohooo.
wiped out now.
went to ikea today.
met zac unexpectedly.
waved at him like some maniac :P
no fimage. lol.
reminds me of yuber :(
wanna go!
next year only got...
haizzz.
it's okayy.
today's Wen Xin's berfday! :D

:D hope you have an awesome onee. :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Being weird is awesome :)

Being weird is awesome :)
my beu-ti-ful tumblr :)

just realize what i just realize :)

i think im officially into the freeze song by block b!
especially the chorus :)
aiishh.
i know i said i'd be blogging on the weekend but i wanna blog again for a while.
before it's time for hobo sleeping time.
mann. was watching the performance by block b and i think that they're so cool.
really really cool.
might be my soon to be favourite kpop group :P but only number 3
bigbang and 2ne1 are always ahead :D
wondering why i have a certain feeling nowadays...
feels weird but in a good way.
i wish it goes away.
go away ay ay ay ay
by 2ne1. hahahah.
it practically happens in school.
i just wanna know why and then think what i should do about it.
watching Thorn Birds, k-drama!
nice weihh.
i really am too much into korean media.
ain't i? don't answer that.
well gotta end here now.
took me a long time to do this post because was too distracted :P
see ya. the hobo is out now babyy. ;)

serious. mysterious :)

recently listening to block b - freeze.
the rapper is cool :D
sorry for the such random post yesterday...
i wasn't thinking straight. so yeahh.
i officially am going to forget someone that keeps hanging in my mind.
because he's important to me NO MORE :)
i can't wait for my bigbang album!
hip hop was fun today.
tr. simon gave us stage position for appreciation day.
im in front :O
along with Tze Wei, Wen Xin, Tang Ling, Sean and Lawrence :)
im not alone! YEAH!
gonna learn lyrics like i used to in sedaya for fun.
and do some random dancing. haha Gie Mei can't see :P
will not be using the net tomorrow. i guess this is goodbye.
reminds me of tell me goodbye - bigbang :D
but will be blogging on the weekend
so, see ya then.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

hush hush hush :)


it's time for to tell you a secret....
im having an affair with

:O
because he's too sexy.
so, dun tell mah monkey
if you do then...
he'll give me the death glare :(

i promise i won't do it again :(
hehehe. being random on my last post of the night :)
don't worry TOP!
im just kidding :)


My smiling angel! 생일 축하. :D

Saturday, April 23, 2011

hobo is here.
not looking like what she was on theme day :)
watching bigbang tv.
and..
HAPPY BERFDAYY!
to Tze Wei! :DD
i bet you're gonna

Thursday, April 21, 2011

cause it's a thriller.

theme day is over!
finally don't have to panic about anything now.
dressed up as a hobo.
dreams really do come true.
i laughed like mad when i saw how i looked :D
you see that!
the awesome hobo ever :D
well.. don't worry i won't look like that in future.
hopefully :P
thanqew Tze Wei!
for helping out so much!
we owe it all to you :)

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

La-la-la-la.

theme day! invasion!
haha.
today was bad but syafeera saved the day! :D
she brought her sister's Play with GD&TOP album.
plus signature in it.
was sooo happy!
laughed like a maniac when looking at it.
syafeera's sugaglider died :(
Rest in Peace...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

the very next day you gave it away.

ayy. how ya doing to those who actually read my blog? :)
today was stuck in a table with beliebers..
was really hard for me to understand their bieber talks...
but when it comes to vips or blackjacks talk.
i understand lots more :)
i don't mind having friends that are beliebers.
now i can accept that people like bieber.
but i still don't like him :P
i just can't stand his song Baby and Never Say Never.
i mean he said never so many times.
haizzzz..
it's okayy.
bieber's all rite.
but he ain't the kind of guy i like...
bigbang boys are just my kind of people :)

p.s. learnt to accept people's taste in music.

Monday, April 18, 2011

take mah soul, mah heart back :)

wassup.
the hobo is in dah house, homie.
==
lame much.
T&T today was painful :(
i aching a bit now.
ate apple with nutella on it :P
i know iknow i'll get fat.
but im already fat!
i gotta lose weight!
i will exercise everyday from tomorrow.
not now because i just ate.
it's gonna be a long year this year.
i can just feel it.
don't you agree? :)
im gonna buy a berfday present for...
TZE WEI!
i dun care imma buy you sumthing :D
well, that's the post for the day.
yesterday i was kinda lazy to post so.. yeah.
take my shower now.
buh-bye.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

im ready for your love :)

well...
never had the chance to tell you bout my first impression bout school.
before i came to sri emas.
i already knew bout it.
wanted to go sirius but nooo.
FULL? bullshit, full!
many people could get in why not meee? :(

went for orientation before school started next day.
was late :/
first time i met hayley and rizal :)
made a cool guitar/eiffel tower in our group.
saw sathya and was stunned.

first day of school.
in a group with beatrice, shen yin and lawrence.
weren't that close.
went to class to find so less people.
met Tze Wei, Eddy, Sim, Shamini and Tze Yee.
already knew Sathya.
Tze Wei thought my name was Natalie.
haha.
we found out that we both like bigbang :)
had to introduce ourselves in class.
met nice teachers.
the day we had T&T ==
tiring a bit. i guess.
was the most fun day i had.

second day.
sathya kept making me laugh my ass off the chair. literally.
teachers were cool.
went for vocals but turn out to be drama and vocals mix?
was so much fun.

those days were fun
after yuber camp was even better :D

for the first time :)

oh gawd...
im gonna go for this group in my grandma's place to "hang" for teens.
it has been going on quite long.
im afraid i won't fit in :(
well.. it's tomorrow.
i was like i dun wanna go but noooo.
i have to :(
im sad now.
i wish i had someone i know there.
that'll be all rite.
just like the first time i came to sri emas.
there was sathya. :)
we weren't friends like now because last time we did not get along much.
so thanks to this school we're friends :)
maybe i'll get new friends :D
wish me luck.
hope i don't get nervous :(
will be myself the fun person :)

Friday, April 15, 2011

i like the way you walk walk :)


awww mann.
my momma ain't home yet :(
i have to eat heated up pizza for tonight.
haizzz.
i can't wait for invasion day :D
wonder what the others gonna dress up.
mine is a secret.
supposed to go pyramid but nooo.
nevermind then.
addicted to love song :)
lalalala.
i guess watching tv should be done now.
hahaxx *sim catchphrase :P

Thursday, April 14, 2011

trouble trouble :)

im trying my best to post every single day.
hopefully there are people who read this so yeaa...
had a bio presentation today.
i passed.. but my confidence was still low :(
i don't understand myself being nervous when presentation comes up.
it's so urrgghh.
annoying!
will do my best to be a more confident person.
hip hop was okayy. got stressed out.
haizzz. i hate myself being like that.
watching glee repeats :P
ZOMBIE!
haha. thriller. how awesome mann.
can't wait wat's gonna happen tomorrow

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

your love overwhelms my brain

it's me.
the blur person whose real tired now.
haizzz...
can't think much now.
all i can do now is write crapp.
wait...
don't i do that most of the time?
...
nevermind.
i love you.
i don't know why i just type that...
==
will be taking a shower soon.
hopefully that'll wash off my blurness.
i hate it when im blur.
i won't think straight and can't understand things easily.
i hate it! D:

i want somebody to love :)

aww....
my angel soo adorable ^^
my aunt gonna buy me bigbang uniqlo sweater :)
yay! i love you aunty gloria!
you rock my socks off.
my mom was happy about me making breakfat yesterday.
but she was upset about no buffet din din :(
mommy, cheer up. i love you.
found out that tze wei has a blog. hehe.
she's sooo cute.
wahahaha. i always tell her that and now im blogging it :P
im pretty lame right now...
but that's the way i am.
and you can do nothing bout it.

what is right and what is wrong? :/


chinese test was the happening in school.
i think imma pass who am i kidding?
i am cause err... someone keeps shouting out the answer. :)
well, thank you mann. i can finally pass chinese :)
laughed my ass off today.
tr.ben arr...
haiyo..
such a "comedian"
im kinda lazy now.
sooo..
will type a little later now.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

please don't go :(

why can't dreams be reality sometimes?
is it a crime to have at least one happy dream be reality?
just once. only asking once.
i won't ask for more.
it's just once in my life i want pure happiness.
i want it badly, please.
will ya just give it to me :(

i will take you there baby ;)

Wassup Wassup Wassup Wassup Wassup :)
long time since i'd say that...
oh wait i said it last week, my bad :P
now am watching kbs music bank :)
G.na was on just now.
black black black white :)
now am waiting for cn blue to perform
im hungry :(
can't wait to eat shogun tonight for a special occasion..
my momma's birthday :D
soo hungry :(

we don't give a dang dang dang dang dang :)

mann. school's boring for now :(
everyone's hungry and i am too.
currently listening to Somebody To Luv ~ Bigbang japanese version :)
doing hole in the heart research now.
while blogging and listening to music :D
kinda boring... but what am i supposed to do?
do nothing?
no way, kid.

Happy Birthday to youuuuuuu!

MOMMY!
i know you won't see this.
but HAPPY BERFDAY! :D
I love you :)
hope you liked your breakfast and the letter i wrote you :)
and im gonna buy you that wallet no matter what :P
i dun care if you say u dun wan cos not worth it.
i'll still buy it for you :)

Monday, April 11, 2011


my monkey husband headbump the Kwon leader :)
smiling angel acting like a rockstarr :D

Don't stop the music :)

this post is dedicated to the people i've met here in sri emas
thank you for being there.
i never felt so happy for a long period of time.
i mean, yeaa. i love my friends in sedaya that make me happy.
but you guys are such awesome people.
i never thought i'd find happiness like this in my life.
thank you sri emas-an!
i love you guys so much :)
every time im not in school i'd be like mann. i wish i was in school now :(
thanks so much for being awesome :)

tonight, such a beau-ti-ful night :)

ain't my monkey husband cutee?
im a lawyer for now..
with my partner Hayley! :D
the both of us are hired by Gie Mei about the teddy debate.
hopefully it ends well.
and everything will go back to normal :)
that's what i want, i guess.
tomorrow's school!
can't wait what's gonna happen.
it seems that school is such an awesome place to hang out with the coolest people :)
I LOVE SRI EMAS! ^^


it is a beautiful night :)

bruno mars-marry you is in my head now :)
it seems i can't get this song of my mind :(
at least it's wayy better than FRIDAY!
issh...
dumb song!
kinda bored so imma type for a while :)
type type type type type
that's all im gonna do for a while :)
while listening to bigbang :)
teehee. *imitating nigahiga.

I hate this love song :(


my darling monkey stop smoking :(
it's not good :(
although i hate singers who smoke, but you're my only exception :)
but please TOP stop it :(
i don't want anything happen to your health.
i love you :)

what did i do to you're heart?

i hate that american loser on tv now.
he said durian taste eeyuckyy.
imma wanna slap you on the face.
durians taste like heaven!
my fav-ou-rite fruit in the world!
TUMBLR!
why can't i reblog ? :(
i want to reblog!
please let me reblog tumblr please :(
why now? why??
hope it won't take too long.

black black black white :)

a teddy debate?
seriously? i've got no idea what's wrong with the two.
well, im obviously on your side, Gie Mei.
carmen! will ya just accept the teddy.
haizz.
anywayss...
Test!
maths and physics~passed!:D
the rest is STILL a mystery :(
was really hyper today during T&T :)
was jogging here and here.
the teacher had the "you're weird" look.
hahhahahha.
i was laughing like crap practically the whole school hours.
Dave just had to talk like a lala bitch.
he should be a comedian.
lucky, sathya wasn't there.
he would have made me laugh more and more.
i love my class and the people in them. :)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I am so stupid :(

true love?
love at first sight?
do i really believe that?
i dun really know..
i hate thinking about him..
why is he always no doubt in my head practically 24/7?
i mean i just thought he was cute that day.
and now every night i'd dream about him.
every time i want to stop thinking about him, he appears in my eyes.
he's like some kind of disease.
but a really cute one.
i feel dumb thinking he'll talk to me.
because i know he won't.
he's got no idea i exist.
but sometimes i feel he does glance at me at times.
i wish he does exist in my life here in school.
but i know it won't happen.
he's the one guy i can never get enough of.

It hurts :(

belated April Fool's :D
you thought i was hurt but i ain't :P
that's a song by the wayy.
taking song titles and parts was inspired by my friend, Gie Mei! :D
gotta go and eat my dinner.
i know it's kinda early but im hungry :(
see ya soon my second blog.
and if gie mei & carmen are checking this out,
i've been waiting soo long for you guys :(
you people are soo evil.
but i still love you :)

This Love :)

i must be very the bored.
Bigbang in blasting in my ears now.
i got nothing to do but type :)
waiting for Gie Mei or Carmen to come online now...
wondering if there are ever coming online?
hopefully, one of them will bound to be on now.
before then, shall go tumblr. :)

Just give me your smile :)

currently listening to Baby Don't Cry by the smiling angel, Daesung.
bored to death now.
facebook has become such a boring topic now.
tumblr is wayy better now.
hope blogspot will be all right for me.
i think it will cause i love typing :)
can't wait for the test results!
passed bio and chem so farr.
the rest is a mystery.
really excited and scared at the same time.
oh gosh, wondeing who wrote this sweet song daesung is singing :)
sweet like honey.
will never get tired of this song :)

bye bye first blog. well, hello second blog ;)

Second blog!
Woah!
I think it's been a long time not using blogspot.
must be because of tumblr...
anywayzz, this is my first post! :D
i think i'll be using this blog for now.
but will still be using tumblr :)
if you're wondering what my tumblr ishh??
it's immaygnextrockstar.tumblr.com
please follow :)