I am so stupid :(

true love?
love at first sight?
do i really believe that?
i dun really know..
i hate thinking about him..
why is he always no doubt in my head practically 24/7?
i mean i just thought he was cute that day.
and now every night i'd dream about him.
every time i want to stop thinking about him, he appears in my eyes.
he's like some kind of disease.
but a really cute one.
i feel dumb thinking he'll talk to me.
because i know he won't.
he's got no idea i exist.
but sometimes i feel he does glance at me at times.
i wish he does exist in my life here in school.
but i know it won't happen.
he's the one guy i can never get enough of.