all i want is to mess around :)

damnnn.
i'd have to be alone for threee days starting wednesday :(
my grandma gonna go to kuching *metioned*
well, will be watching korean dramas :)
muahahahhahhaah.
decided not to stay in singapore.
will be alone taking care of my cousin :O
not going out shopping instead D:
that's why coming back was the best choice yet :D
im awesome that way yo.
checking out big bang merch.
might want to buy something :B
owh and will be pasting more posters on my bedroom wall :D
so far have 3 on it 2 more to be paste on :D
i love to wake up in the morning looking at TOP's face xD
well, gotta go sleep for now.

yo listen up :)

heyyo :)
the hobo is now in singapore! the shopping paradise xDD
but... i can't go shopping on the weekdays :O
sad ritee? damn SAD >:(
all i'll be doing is help out my aunt and hang out with my cousin...
that'll be okayy then.
grandma is going to kuching for her sis got cancer D':
so, my mom dumped me here in singapore. haizzz.
it's okayy. hopefully, i won't regret it :/
now am addicted to 0330 - u-kiss <3
will be going online for practically everydayy :O
watching tv. eat. sleep. go online. help aunt do chores. bully my cousin.
that'll be all what im gonna do...
well, see ya. hobo out O.o

im captain N-sparrow ;D

wassup?
the hobo is the house and laughed like mad when reading gie mei's blog about events day :)
had dinner just now.
so the yummay :p
recently listening to 나만 이런거야? - block b :D
events day was awesome :)
had lots of fun with mah friends, gie mei, carmen, tang ling, tze wei, ashley and habibi :)
we had treasure hunt :O
i was in group 1 with tze wei and the form 2s and with my neighbour's mom and with someone's mom and some little girl. :p
kinda too much info, huh?
xD
me, habibi, tang ling, tze wei and ash played in a pond :)
since we didn't want to ride on the horses. oh did i mention there was a horse ranch :O
COOL, riteee?
i sayang the horse :D
haha.
oh, and the treasure hunt thingy... our group didn't win :(
group 5 and 6 did :/
they won angry bird plushies and rm50 chillis voucher :O
what the fudge?
damn lucky lah them.

well, now i can't stop thinking about that M guy.... D:
damn AAARGGHH!
i hate him for making me like him :(
there are so many other hot guys and i just had to focus on him only D:
fudge you.
now am really wanting to sing Turn Around - Zico & Kyung (block b)
to that bastard. fine fine he's not a bastard, he's the most attractive person to my eyes... haizzz.
wish i never was that observant to have seen you. :(

do wanna b ;)

someone else has caught my eyes besides bigbang recently.
they're music have been playing in my mind over and over again :)
all of them in this group are not easy to choose as a bias.
they make me smile when they have interviews.
their music is awesome.
but somehow they can't number one on my list because of BIGBANG :p
so let me introduce to you to.....
the sexayy,
awesome,
hawt and
lovely
hiup hop boy k-pop group......
.....
.....
........
.........


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
aren't they awesome? :DDDDD
you should listen to their song :)

is it just me?

i don't know why.
why do i always doubt about things in life?
i don't ever tell people what im upset about because i know they won't help me.
no one can..
it hurts to know that.
that's why i never tell others about my inner thoughts.
they will be no one to help me.
i know there won't be any help from even the ones i trust.
i doubt for not trusting people as much as i should.
i can't.
i wish i could have what i intentionally wanted.
to be someone that i know i can be.
but it's just that im too scared to show it.
i doubt too much.
i keep waiting too long.
but no one is there to help me.
i wish i wasn't in this kind of situation.
i wish i had already have what i wanted.
can i really have that if i don't doubt?

happy ice cream cakeee to mee :p

damnn..
today such an awesome day :)
pyramid with ashley.
had pizza cone *delicious ^^
baskin robbins chocolate chip. yummy
watched green shoelace :)
went to try out archery and bowling. *first time :O
saw habibi singing with other bunch of kids singing on stage :D
waved like crazy and calling out "habibi habibi look at us!"
met up with her in the end :/
met novin unexpectedly :)
ate in popeyes :p
got cool stuff from ashley.
went to play some games in the arcade :D
walked around the whole place just talking :)
went shopping for snacks for tomorrow in school :)
had starbucks in the end :)

had korean bbq for dinner and listened to kpop in the restaurant :)
2ne1 was playing :DDD
ice cream cake for desert ;)
wanted to take a pic but phone no batt.
no worries will upload it from mom's phone :)
but not tonight, i guess...
best birthday of my teenage birthdays :)
I'd like to thank ash for celebrating my birthday with me :)
THANK YOU ASHLEY YEEE <3
you're awesome :)

wassup wassup wassup wassup :D

IT's MY BERFDAY!
:DDDD
my mom was the last to wish me :(
it's okayy.
I'll have to go now :D