i told ya... I'LL BE BACK! ;)

well... *ahem*
it's been too long that i've ever updated this blog.
and i doubt they are even people checking this blog out at all :(
but those who actually do.. HI! :B
recently i have been just too busy to update because of school!
okay. fine. i was LAZY!
today i don't feel like doing anything
i just want to lay in my bed
haha. sorry la. not my fault :( all humans can be lazy alright?!
let's see...

I am now psyched about the Korean Music Wave concert on 24 September!!!! :OOO
homaigawd! my husband is gonna perform here in MALAYSIA!
i think imma faint....

okay...
the holidays are here :)
going back to sibu :DD
woopeedoo :) i can then see my cousins :DDD
i still do feel bad about not being here taking part for the school drama thing :(
SORRY NICHOLAS! :(

soo...
was pretty sick last sick :(
had a terrible cough *still having it*
FOOD POISONING!
had to go to the toilet often DDD:
missed out two days of school :(
and had a geo coursework due on one of those days
luckily my groupmates did a great job :)
we had to do the history movie the following day D:
but good thing i put ivan in charge and he helped did the first quarter of the movie with the others :)
patience is the best thing i've ever had :)

now before i go...
I MISS HABIBI! :(

GIE MEI, don't let it bother you and MOVE ON!
remember THIRD TIME's A CHARM! ;D

see ya muchachas ;)

there are 2different tears :) :(

having a really boring time now.
all im doing now is tumblr-ing like a boss, watching tv and listening to k-pop radio :)
and still feel bored.
haizzzz.
oh, and also blogging :P
multi tasking as always.
the whole week had been really hot, i mean seriously hot! it must have been i dunno 100 degreees :O
staying at home ain't boring as now.
i occupy myself using my IPAD and watching nickelodean. xD
im not too old for cartoons :P
have also been doing sit-ups and eat fruits.
sooo fucking healthy!
hopefully will be slim after the holidays :/
had been thinking of ahem once again :(
when i should have been "don't think too much, it's simple!"
oh, FML!
just realised was listening to heartbreaker when thinking about him was written :O
damn weird in a bad but cool way.
aiish...
feeling frustrated right now because of ahem.
had been reading fan fics yesterday :)
three in one day :O
two were completed but one was to be continued.
fan fics about big bang are nice :B
lol.
i wanna go out for movies :(
with my friends :(
whyyy?
i wish i had transport. D:
well, will be tumblr-ing now...
buh-byeee :)

I'm so stupid so stupid in love :(

i completely hate myself for liking you so much.
i can't get enough of you y'know?
it's so hard to avoid you.
oh, please help meee D:

i wish you'd be really there for me.
not just a fiction in my life....
having not to see you everyday is torture to me :(

why am i so stupid ?
i just had to fall for the trap of crushing on you.
and slowly changes into something more :(

every time i think of you. everyday...
i'd cry all the time.
that mostly happens at night.
it always cause me for having dark circles.

the smile I make the next day.
has always been a lie because of you.
all I wanted was just to see you everyday wearing that beautiful smile :)
but that had never come true yet.

all i want is to mess around :)

damnnn.
i'd have to be alone for threee days starting wednesday :(
my grandma gonna go to kuching *metioned*
well, will be watching korean dramas :)
muahahahhahhaah.
decided not to stay in singapore.
will be alone taking care of my cousin :O
not going out shopping instead D:
that's why coming back was the best choice yet :D
im awesome that way yo.
checking out big bang merch.
might want to buy something :B
owh and will be pasting more posters on my bedroom wall :D
so far have 3 on it 2 more to be paste on :D
i love to wake up in the morning looking at TOP's face xD
well, gotta go sleep for now.

yo listen up :)

heyyo :)
the hobo is now in singapore! the shopping paradise xDD
but... i can't go shopping on the weekdays :O
sad ritee? damn SAD >:(
all i'll be doing is help out my aunt and hang out with my cousin...
that'll be okayy then.
grandma is going to kuching for her sis got cancer D':
so, my mom dumped me here in singapore. haizzz.
it's okayy. hopefully, i won't regret it :/
now am addicted to 0330 - u-kiss <3
will be going online for practically everydayy :O
watching tv. eat. sleep. go online. help aunt do chores. bully my cousin.
that'll be all what im gonna do...
well, see ya. hobo out O.o

im captain N-sparrow ;D

wassup?
the hobo is the house and laughed like mad when reading gie mei's blog about events day :)
had dinner just now.
so the yummay :p
recently listening to 나만 이런거야? - block b :D
events day was awesome :)
had lots of fun with mah friends, gie mei, carmen, tang ling, tze wei, ashley and habibi :)
we had treasure hunt :O
i was in group 1 with tze wei and the form 2s and with my neighbour's mom and with someone's mom and some little girl. :p
kinda too much info, huh?
xD
me, habibi, tang ling, tze wei and ash played in a pond :)
since we didn't want to ride on the horses. oh did i mention there was a horse ranch :O
COOL, riteee?
i sayang the horse :D
haha.
oh, and the treasure hunt thingy... our group didn't win :(
group 5 and 6 did :/
they won angry bird plushies and rm50 chillis voucher :O
what the fudge?
damn lucky lah them.

well, now i can't stop thinking about that M guy.... D:
damn AAARGGHH!
i hate him for making me like him :(
there are so many other hot guys and i just had to focus on him only D:
fudge you.
now am really wanting to sing Turn Around - Zico & Kyung (block b)
to that bastard. fine fine he's not a bastard, he's the most attractive person to my eyes... haizzz.
wish i never was that observant to have seen you. :(

do wanna b ;)

someone else has caught my eyes besides bigbang recently.
they're music have been playing in my mind over and over again :)
all of them in this group are not easy to choose as a bias.
they make me smile when they have interviews.
their music is awesome.
but somehow they can't number one on my list because of BIGBANG :p
so let me introduce to you to.....
the sexayy,
awesome,
hawt and
lovely
hiup hop boy k-pop group......
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
aren't they awesome? :DDDDD
you should listen to their song :)