there are 2different tears :) :(

having a really boring time now.
all im doing now is tumblr-ing like a boss, watching tv and listening to k-pop radio :)
and still feel bored.
haizzzz.
oh, and also blogging :P
multi tasking as always.
the whole week had been really hot, i mean seriously hot! it must have been i dunno 100 degreees :O
staying at home ain't boring as now.
i occupy myself using my IPAD and watching nickelodean. xD
im not too old for cartoons :P
have also been doing sit-ups and eat fruits.
sooo fucking healthy!
hopefully will be slim after the holidays :/
had been thinking of ahem once again :(
when i should have been "don't think too much, it's simple!"
oh, FML!
just realised was listening to heartbreaker when thinking about him was written :O
damn weird in a bad but cool way.
aiish...
feeling frustrated right now because of ahem.
had been reading fan fics yesterday :)
three in one day :O
two were completed but one was to be continued.
fan fics about big bang are nice :B
lol.
i wanna go out for movies :(
with my friends :(
whyyy?
i wish i had transport. D:
well, will be tumblr-ing now...
buh-byeee :)

I'm so stupid so stupid in love :(

i completely hate myself for liking you so much.
i can't get enough of you y'know?
it's so hard to avoid you.
oh, please help meee D:

i wish you'd be really there for me.
not just a fiction in my life....
having not to see you everyday is torture to me :(

why am i so stupid ?
i just had to fall for the trap of crushing on you.
and slowly changes into something more :(

every time i think of you. everyday...
i'd cry all the time.
that mostly happens at night.
it always cause me for having dark circles.

the smile I make the next day.
has always been a lie because of you.
all I wanted was just to see you everyday wearing that beautiful smile :)
but that had never come true yet.